My name is Michael Krystian, but I’ve been known for many a year as simply Steve. You may call me whichever or any other name for that matter. It’s all the same to me, really.
I am currently attempting to be a better artist. I, personally, think I’m crap at art, but I’m a computer nerd that knows how to enhance his photos and drawings, so if you think my work is good, you will never really know.
I enjoy writing poetry and lyrics, and occasionally you might find me posting some which can usually be found on my personal page.
I have secrets, and fears, and sadness, and happiness. There are things I will refuse to tell you, there are things I can’t help but to shout to the world. I listen to music, I dance, I sing. Or rather, I flail about and wail. Because, honestly, in all my years of strict dance training and voice lessons, I still can’t dance like a normal person or sing without making fun of myself. (That is to say, if it isn’t strict like ballet, I can’t dance, and if there’s a person around, I don’t want them to know how insecure I am at singing in front of people, so I make it painfully obvious that I’m joking when I sing.)
I am musically inclined. I play in my school’s band (and march, of course) and am section leader and first chair. I have never made anything less than a one (score-wise, which is the best a person or group can receive) in solo competition or ensemble, and even have gone to state with ensemble. (Solo, I would have gone to state had I known you had to play memorized, which I could have.) I am considering learning four other instruments for band as well as the one I play now. I play piano, and compete, and receive top scores and ribbon and pins and what have you. I play guitar in my free time, teaching myself, though I’d like to learn bass as well. I adore music.
Concerning gender and sexuality: Although I believe it should be unnecessary for this kind of information to be a concern, I’m pretty open about myself and I don’t find curiosity on the subject to be offensive. Gender-wise, I consider myself of the male, sort, but I can be very fluid with that. That is to say, one day I may be boasting a big dick and muscles, the next I might feel femme and discuss my need for affection and my love for things that are sweet. With sexuality, I think all people have the availability to be fluid. I, personally, have no distinction for attraction to specific gender, I find myself attracted to personality traits and hair, to be honest.
Most of my time is spent at school, reading, sleeping, or contemplating suicide. So if it takes a while to update, it’s probably because I’ve a lot of homework, I’m caught up in a good read, or I’m tired out of my mind from the two before. Or I’m dead.
I don’t have many people I trust. There are a few, though, and I appreciate them. I don’t really have many friends but those friends that I DO have mean the world to me. I’d be long dead by now if not for you guys.
Questions are very much welcome and my arms are always open to new friends. I’m very open minded and don’t take offence to much. Talk to me if you so wish. I won’t bite unless you’re into that.
